sometimes i don't have words...
sometimes someone else much more talented and gifted wrote them for me...
sometimes i feel like i'm getting better and then all of the sudden i'm grieving again... loss. loss. loss.
listen to this song like you've never listened to it. the commonality can take away the magic. pretend it isn't mainstream and hear it with you heart. it's musically genius when no matter who you are you can relate to the story the song is telling. i think most people could if they really listened.
what used to be natural and pure and sweet is now tired and worn. it drags and all the absolutes that i used to base my beliefs on are gone. all the people i trusted implicitly disappointed me. they hurt me and then when they were done hurting me, they hurt me again. my family slipped away. twice. yes, it used to be so easy; so sweet; but i can't remember. i can't feel it anymore.
tomorrow i will get up again and begin. and when i slip again, i'll begin again. i'll never stop trying to find my song again.
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