It's been about eight months since I left... It's been about 11 months since he left... Seven and a half years since I said I'd be his girlfriend... Six years since I said I'd say I do and almost six since I did. And I didn't. And he didn't.
It is a sad tragic thing that has happened to my family. I'll never be the same. My children will never be the same. I'm so so sorry. I'm sorry for the original decision that got me here. I'm sorry for how it ended. Mostly I'm just so sorry for my kids. When I am faced with the idea of what the rest of my life will look like, I know I can do it. I will survive and not only that, I think I will thrive. I think my children will thrive.
I hurt almost every day. But some days I don't. The days that I don't happen more and more often.
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